Kung Fu Kitten

I'm not aware of what goes on just out of sight
I'm too easily distracted
Too caught up in worrying whether what I choose is right
How should I have reacted

Haven't you been here before
Haven't you seen this before
Why would you come back for more

But I can tear myself into tiny peices
I can twist myself down into the creases
I can tell myself that it will make a difference
But it's still going to break
Still going to break

Hypnotized like a moth to a flame I fly
And burn my wings to ash
Tell me why if the bait is always the same
How do I fall into this trap

Haven't you been here before
Haven't you seen this before
Why would you come back for more

I can tear myself into tiny peices
I can twist myself down into the creases
I can tell myself that it will make a difference
But it's still going to break
Still going to break
I'm still going to break

I can process what others say

But my thoughts don't come out clear

I'm all garbled and weird and dying

Not all there or here or anywhere really