12.30.2003
::Foolish::
Foolish girl, bought into a fantasy
Fatal attraction, vision blurry
Sweet words he spoke to me
"I often have the tendency
To look at you religiously"
His voice dripping like golden honey
Happier times only a fading image
A lively soul, strongly discouraged
Praying for better times to be had
Guard down, was raped and pillaged
Like water to fire, flame diminished
Broken spirit, bound, and gagged
Caught in a trap, flailing helplessly
Fallen victim to my own naivete
Drowing in tears, a salty sea
Slowly drifting into further obscurity
A kiss proved to be the death of me
The price was paid for loving foolishly
12.28.2003
::For One Kiss::
I would give up my heart for one kiss
Soft and tender, full of affection
Sends passion throughout my soul
A kiss that's beautiful, intimate, loving
Too much time has gone since the last
Yearning to melt and drop my defenses
Stripped down to all vulnerability
I long to feel something that powerful
The sweet taste of another's lips
Thousands of words shared, unspoken
Insecurities released, tension unwound
I would give up my heart for one kiss
12.27.2003
::Untitled::
Stifle the scream forming in the back of your throat
The crimson stream cries from the track laid in your wrist
It could never compare to the tears shed like summer rain
A burning sensation floods your senses and slowly lets go
Emotion is a distant memory and pain is a new companion
Breathe slow and shallow, then savor your last breath
Close your eyes and dream of a better tomorrow
