10.20.2003
::Untitled Rant::
You lie to my face so you can save your ass, because you only think of yourself.
Quickly you forget the sacrifices I made for you, like it's just expected of me.
I helped you when you were down, picking up the pieces of your broken dreams.
Always, stopped what I was doing, because of pure concern for your well-being.
When I was down and out, all you could say is, "Sorry, I can't help you this time."
If you've ever helped me, it was because of you, I see what I don't want to be.
Fucking drama queen, you just wanted the attention, and my silly ass complied.
Someone told me that I was too nice for my own good, forgiving too easily.
They were right of course, but despite the fact I forgave you, I did not forget.
Keep up your little games, just don't be surprised to find me out of your life.
No more shoulder to cry on, no one to mop up your tears wasted on bullshit.
Never again will I come running because of your false claims of injustice.
You never cared about me, I was just convenient to have hanging around.
I was that ear who would listen, and I was that bridge giving you support.
You were the tears I cried into my pillow, and the blows to my self respect.
Gone are the days when I would foolishly let you in close enough to hurt me.
Your personal gain, your personal pleasure, that's all you thought of personally.
Find someone new you can use, abuse, I'm tired of dealing with excess baggage.
You've weighed me down for way too long, now it's time for me to fly away, free.
# posted by Rochelle : 9:49:00 PM
